Saturday, July 10, 2010

Chapter Nineteen: Letters...

Pffff, it's hot...
perfect!
Freakin'  p e r f e c t ! ! !
I mean it.
A tad more would be nice but, finally it's hot!
I love it.
I just LOVE IT!
I wear black under the sun.
As much as I can.
It feeds me. It feeds my soul, it's amazing. I don't need it all the time, but I need it every year.
It makes me happy. :)
it's great!

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- Letter to Meghan -
Hello,
I just want to write a little letter, just to tell you how much I appreciate our friendship. I appreciate every minute we spend together, and our friendship, really, is dear to my heart.
I want to thank you for all the help you gave me in the past few years, you have made such a difference, at every level, really, you have truly been a true friend.
And, I want you to know that I don't take any of these for granted. And that I cherish this friendship.
Thank you,
and, be yourself.
Sincerely,
Your friend.
Serge

Meghan & Norm


Meghan & Norm


Meghan & Norm


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- Letter to Sarah -
Dear Sarah,
I would like to start by apologizing for taking so long to answer you, the days flew by, and here we are, already a week ago we've seen each other. I want to say that, seeing you, is like seeing family. In fact, it is not "like" seeing family, it is seeing family. There is so much I would have like to say, how happy your happiness makes me, how smart and funny you remain, simply, how good it was to see you.
And you appeared out of nowhere, and you were loud, and you were laughing, at me, and you were wearing a bright yellow dress, amazingly, I saw my sister in you.
That's who you are.
It was fabulous to see your beau, and I like him. I ain't going to lie, I don't know him, we just saw each other for few hours, but what I've seen, I like.
And, it always makes me realize how much I miss you. :)
I am sorry I haven't told you about Silvia and I. I am so secretive you know, but you are right, I should have tell you. I regret it now. I am sorry.
I join some pictures I took, you and your beau - I like calling you like that guys :) - and some of the girls, and Kait...

Kisses,
Serge

Sarah & her Beau


Kait & Sarah


Kait


The Girls: Terri, Kait & Sarah


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 - Letter to Eric -
I know dude, it's amazing, we have known each other for a long time, and still, we don't know each other, and still we know each other very very well you and I Eric.
It's been a while we haven't talk.
I find myself thinking of you often. I often wish you were here, so maybe you could help me to write music. I know that it would work.
Well, I am about to go even further away from you, in a brand new adventure, I am sure Mike told you.
I have been kind of living like a gypsy recently, and i mean, it's okay, it's economical, but, it comes with some serious disagreeable facts. I am smiling as I am writing that, which after all, is a good sign.
I think we should keep in touch, communicate more often, even though, you might really be extremely busy, in your own end of the world. Chances are, I would like it there... :)
I hope this finds you well, and possibly sober.
Salut a toi, mon ami!
Serge
ps: oh, here is a nice shot of the master I didn't know, and I think you will appreciate at its' just value.

Mr. Lee


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- Letter to Silvia -
My Darling Love,
I miss you so much.
I find myself starting every letter with the same words. And still, it is not a pattern, but more a matter of fact. The weather has become very hot here, and I don't think you would like it. Still, i would give anything to be able to walk hand in hand.
I am smiling, and I know, we are alway holding each other hand, but I miss when you were walking beside me and jumping on me and kissing me in the middle of the street, and your smile, your perfect smile on your perfect lips...
You make me happy. I know that, you often worry about not being able to do so, but you make me happy all the time, like no one has ever done before. You... You take me off my feet.
You are who I always wanted, who I always needed, who I have been searching for all these years.
This is the truth.
And, there is not much longer to wait anymore now.
The wait is almost over. And still, it doesn't seem real.
Soon, I will open another chapter in my life.
And, for the first time, the first real time, we'll write the chapters together, the day to day chapters, the real life chapters.
I love you Silvia.
I love you so much my wife.
I miss you.
I miss having you in my arms.
I love you my darling love, I love you my little Bee.

Your husband.
Serge

Sil


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And, I would like to talk about Art, and a bunch of stuff I have been thinking about, and Art in the city, and some ideas of videos I have been pondering about and life and what's not, but, let's just finish with that lady singing Somewhere Over the Rainbow, at the drag ball, the annual gay etc baseball game.
It was fabulous!
Enjoy

Sincerely,

Serge






Somewhere Over the Rainbow

3 comments:

  1. Being secretive is a hard habit to shake. I'm caught in the middle of that at the moment. I prefer thinking of a time later when I can mention something casually and everyone has to catch up. I've already had one experience where someone close to me was rather upset with me. The trouble with telling something is then people expect it, along with many other expectations. It's difficult enough to figure out things for myself, let alone fulfilling the expectations of others!

    As always, it is good to hear that you are well, and happy in life and love.

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  2. Hey Lily
    Always good to hear from you.


    I am learning.
    Still learning how to crawl you know. :)

    I often said that, I didn't want knowledge, but I wanted certainty.
    Now, I don't want either of them.
    I want simplicity.

    Yes, I am happy, but, it is a choice.
    We all have so many reasons to get depressed... :)

    Full of air,
    Sun on my face,
    Wind in my hair.
    :)

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